May 26th, 2009
One day my boss Ray and I were
speaking as we always did, he was always in great health and always thought he
could manage all things in his life because he had control. He owned the largest
construction company known in the world. I always spoke to him as did others on
the job when I had time to share. I shared Gods words and how gracious God was
for His gift, how God expected certain things from people who claimed they where
followers of God.
One night in my sleep I dreamed I needed to speak to Ray, it was
about his life style and journey. The next day I went to the office, walked in
said hello and asked Ray if we could speak. I began to share with him the
wonderful joys of knowing Gods’ grace and how forgiving He was to those who
accept Him and His gift of Jesus and those who demonstrate by change in their
life and follow Him. Ray told me he was too busy to speak but would talk later
at lunch. At lunch Ray and I saw each other and I began to ask him about what he
believed, he told me he was to busy and that he had a head ache and we could
speak later about it. The end of the day I walked over to the construction
office and asked Ray if we could have a serious talk. As I shared with him
about Gods’ love he told me he understood and that he was in good health, had
everything he needed and that he knew God. He told me he did not think he had to
accept Him or ask Him into his heart but that he would think about it and get
back to me the next day.
The next day when we all came into work I was met by crying eyes and
hearts that where hurt. That night when Ray went home he wasn't feeling well,
he had a heart attack and died.
I often wonder why God does what He does in His own time. I always
wondered why Ray never accepted Gods’ love when God tried so hard to show him,
knowing what Ray and I did not know. Gods timing is never our time. I learned at
that time, that day we must always be prepared and just saying we know Jesus or
we are believers does not make us a true believer. I learned it is in our life
style and actions that we prove to God who we really are and all the world will
know us by our life.
I did get to help is family come to know Jesus
Ga ha' Halftown